syhhh...........

wink~huhu..mamat berjiwa lara ini sentiasa lara dgn hati..haaha..cause has been identified and it is..jeng3...getting older..and too sensitive..hehe..haha..who cares..recently, my beloved grandfather passed away peacefully..im glad i got to c him b4 he's gone. but a week before i called him to ask his condition. and i have had a nice conversation. he acted kinda weird when he treated me so nice even i knew he was a little bit strict and i had never being scolded by him..hehe..luv him so much..but..he will never be forgotten..AL FATIHAH.may he will always in ALLAH's blessing.
hmm..im blurr..confuse..i have nothing to think at all for this time..so many things so i dont know which one need to be settle firtst..so, do not think about anything..haha
..laughing is d best medicine..
so, nothing more to write..after this i'll change my style of updating blog..haha..asyek lara je..jiwa jer..mat lara tul la ajieq ni..hoho..

strive!!!

wink~yeah..im now struggling for coming MASUM..haha..even maybe this will be my last time involving in sport..huhu..my knee not so well..my waist too..maybe 'coz of overused maybe..hmm..before this im very depending on PAINKILLER in order to play...but the consequences of it starting to emerge...WTF..but,beyond it i dont feel down.even micheal owen had through the surgery..weee...but i really hope i dont have to..amin..so, these coming days make me feel a little bit messy and unstable..i dont know y..hoho...lalalala...

haahahhahaah

wink~erm...lama xtulih dlm blog..hmm..all these days i faced so many things..a lot of messiness as usual..chaosity flowing..so down..so frustrated..so punked..but i got a new strength now.i live for ma own..huhu.evaluating myself.redo wat to do for own good sake.take problems as chellenge to be a better man..yeah..life must go on coz life is short..so, live life to the fullest...scubedoo..bedoo!!!!!!!!!

jiwa kacau

wink~..adoi..serabutnye pale otak gua...im now living in messy, guiltiness, darkness...haddoi..FYP lgi..i love dr juan..but im always dissappointing her..bukan xmo jmper kadang2 kalo jmper xtaw nak cakap per..better siapkan keje dulu baru jmper..hoho..now ader masalah lain lak..serabut!!!!!!..ni masalah lain plak..cinta sayang kasih yg tah paper..
i wanna love but i cant give the love feeling, i wanna be love and being owned but i cant afford to accept and bear it, im always wanted to make u happy but actually u dont, i wanna be happy with u spending time together having fun laughing crying joking but im not, u always got hurted by simple things i did just because of love between us and so do i, our heart has being so thinny and easily torn off. i love u so much very much..even we're not meant together, but this love that exist between us has told me how to appreciate something..

hari baru buku baru

wink~
mulakan ari baru dgn azam baru iaitu supaya lebih baik daripada sebelumnya...
yang penting ajieq menten cute...

bad day...

wink~fuh..lama x tulis blog.busy sesangat..even xsempat nak manage masef..bad day for me..last few days and today..very2 bad..kantoi..haha...serve me rite..lalalala..but guilty keep coming..hmm..idk wat to do..just ignore d ignorance...diriku telah diracuni!!!!...damn!!!!..celakaS betol starbuck umt..pas ni knpem aku band and aku akan war2 kan akan ketidakbersihan si peniaga di situ..lahanat..sepsnjsng malam aku berjaga..muntah2..i hate muntah...sakit..sengsara sangat..dah la my mom jauh..kan bagus my mom ader kat cni...uwaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!..now i've no energy..even to raise my hand i need to try really hard..but beyond it, maybe ader hikmah..tuhan nak ampunkan dosa2 kecil aku...ya Allah ampunkan segala dosa muhammad nur al haziq..amin..ni pesanan..kalo nak buat jahat ingat Allah..ingat tuhan..so knoem korang xbuat..peace

precious day!!!!

wink~ma burfday..29th jan..this time its kinda different. its totally different with my other bitrhday celebration. 28th jan..i came back to terengganu just to take my car..then...on d day,i went to kuantan..celebrate there..having fun..staying in Cherating.wonderful..just wanna enjoy last birthday as a teenage student..degree student.after this everythings gonna change.huhu..met my cousin..met my beloved.really having fun.i wont forget.its all because i wanna forget all d probs overcoming.FAMILY PROBLEMS.argh!!..am 22 years OLD..getting older..haha..so,my life become short.decreasing..1st february..nadia birthday..beloved fren.2nd is jurik's..so,last nite me,copie my beloved brother,jurik and nadia went menjalang2..haha..having fun..laughing.hoping this great tyme will never end. love u guys...its all because ajieq yg malang ini telah di SAMAN oleh POLIS BANGSAT DAN CELAKA..fucking cit!!!..i hate cops..all of them..haha..argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!...damn!!!!!
lalalallala..but, everything happened on its own reason.rite?..hmm..